BOO on this weekend

This weekend was pretty crappy. Friday I was supposed to have dinner with Alycia, but her, Sarah and Erin went looking at wedding stuff and didn't get back till real late so that really bummed me out. On Saturday I made pancakes for a few of them and they went over really well, but I still felt disconnected/left out. Then on Sunday Sarah and Jess made dinner for some of us and they where talking about a lot of stuff and about doing stuff and I felt just like a shadow or and observer not really a part of the group and that sadden me greatly. Well those where my feelings for the weekend.

Now for some positive. Today I went outside and spent a good two plus hours praying and meditating on a lot of things that have come up but mostly on just one thing, which I won't mention because I am evil :P, it was some really good quality time with God and my self and I will probably turn it in to a habit as long as it is nice outside. Semper Fi

Good ol' times

I was tired of gaming, shocking and amazing yes, and started looking through all of the pictures I have which got me started reminiscing mostly about the good times I have had at the summer camp I go to ever summer now. I was just thinking about all the kids I have got to watch grow up and grow in Christ and just being apart of the makes me happy and feel old at the same time. It has also has brought back memories of my old self, it is really hard to imagine me even being close to who I am now when I was 16 and a camper at above mentioned camp. I was so very different that I bet all of my collage friends wouldn't even believe I am the same person. It is amazing how much of a difference Christ has made in my life and I shudder at the thought of a life without him. It has also brought back feelings of sadness for the ones that have fallen away as most of them had great leadership skills and where looked up to by a lot of the campers and to see them throw it all away for temporary pleasures saddens and sickens me, I can only hope that God will put someone in their lives to return them to the light.

Well on another note spring break ends tomorrow which saddens me as well, but I would like to get back to school and see all my friends again and hear about their adventures over break. I have had a most excellent spring break it was relaxing and exhausting at the same time. I am actually quite sore at the moment from working out and swimming a lot this week. Well I'll tell you guys about my adventures later. Semper Fi

Spring Break is finally here

Well I will be spending my Spring break in Alabama at a friends house which I should be able to accomplish my goal of being a total vegetable as I rest my brain from all my school studies as I know this coming second half is going to be ruff.

Not much else has been happening lately of then lots of school work. I did get a great card from Alycia, Sarah and Erin today, it really cheered me up. Well I am going to play some games now and will write some more before I go to bed.

Well I promised I would write some more so here it comes. Played Counter-Strike Source till 3am and I am still not tired, shouldn't of had so much mountain dew with dinner but oh well it was good steak. Well I hope everyone has a safe and fun spring break as I will probably not write again till I get back. Safe journeys my friends. Semper Fi