Made it home

Made it home safe and sound. I'll post again when I have something good to say and that just reminded me that I will be the best man for my good buddy Luke's wedding :) that is all for now. Semper Fi

On my way home

Well I am on my way home for the summer. I'll post again when I get home. Semper Fi

Walking on water

This whole semesters Bible study has been about getting out of the boat(your comfort zone) and today we wrote down things that are preventing ones self from getting out of the boat and burned them. I'm not really a fan of that kind of activity myself because it just feels like your going through motions and not really doing anything about it but I guess it is good for other people. Anyway starting when I get up I will be getting out of my comfort zone some more and will be praying for God to remove more barriers from becoming the man I of God I need to be. I know there are quite a few guys I can have a very good influence on and it is just a matter of me getting out of my boat. Next year I am going to do my best to start a Bible study/fellowship time with my gaming buddies cause I know there are things I can teach them and things which I can learn from them so pray for this endeavor. I am also going to start being more outgoing and talking more to people, especially girls since I still don't feel as comfortable around them as I should. I know I have grown an amazing amount since the start of my collage years which may turn into a decade :), Dad will love that hehe. I am not even close to the very closed and distant person I once was and what is even scarier to me because I am a very independent person is the need for me to be around my close friends a lot more then I have ever needed to and this is scary for me. I don't like to rely on anybody but my self and God. Maybe this is why that wife hole is bugging me so much?

I am looking forward to going home for the summer but at the same time I will miss my friends terriblely, especially Luke as he is my right hand man. I am already looking forward to coming back in the fall, yes I know this is strange, but I will be living off campus at the coolest house ever with some of the nicest people ever hehe, sound like a blonde I do, talk like Yoda I will. Done with Yoda I am. I haven't written this much about my feelings in a long time, guess I had some things to get out. Setting a record for most longest posts in a row. Ghetto rhyme for the win.

Well keep the prayers for wisdom, guidence and now for barrier breaking coming as I really need them. I haven't been at this much internal peace for a long time. The Darkone hasn't bothered me in a while and I thank God for the rest, as I have really needed it since my Shadowlands journey. It's almost 2am and I need to go to bed. Semper Fi